Me & bestie!:D; Look @ me just pure thicknessss!! Lmfao
how you put music on that hoe.!? real shit tho…how you do that shit.?
Randi WTF shut yo ass up!!! damn i feel like im sticking my own foot in my mouth.!! telling this guy everything that i know he wants to hear…to make it seem like im forsure.! but in reality im not.!!! idk at moment hes all i can think about & i get soo pissed when i see him talking to another female…but at another i ask myself is my heart really into this.!? how do i feel about this.?! is he the one that i’ve been praying for.!? how can i know with out actaully feeling his warmth kissing is lips yet.?! am i doing to much.?! can i break down my wall of untrust to build something with him.?! wtf am i doing.?!
Life is a strugle right now, im far from complete right now, but i know if i wanna over come i all it all, i must maintain my pride forever not just right now.! i cry alot at the thought of not being able to go to the university of my choice after all i did. i feel soo egged on, like if tho the whole bailing out thing was planned and i was the only who was blind enough to not see it! now could this happen to me.?! what i did i do to to deserve this.?! kinda of treatment.?!m no im stuck here…where i dont wanna be and could have not been at if it wasnt for so many selfish reasons. Im stuck at home for another year….living not by me but by you you rules…all i want is freedom….i have to and i will break away………… to be cont.





